Hello beautiful Billie. I've woken up thinking about you again so I found myself wanting to talk to you. I miss you. I really do. I met your new baby sister Ronnie and I've fallen in love! She's amazing. Frankie and Tom are growing up now and they're both doing so well. You probably already know that though. I keep wondering what you'd be like now. How you'd look, speak, the new things you'd be into. I wonder if you'd still let me play with your hair or cuddle into me when you've got upset. Will I ever fee better about you not being here? Because I don't think so. I've tried but it's a constant battle. I'll never forget you but you know that already. Keep shining up there Angel. Love you, nanny mcfia xxxxxx